hey whats up eveybody i have not updated in a long while but that is so going to change lol. I have a job now so that is why i have been so busy but i am really going to try this time. just to let you sweet people know i love the job i am working at i really do. lol now the only thing is get some friends to spend the money with because i have no friends to talk too.  i wish i did and i mean friends that are into the same things i am into like Se7en most of my friends that i can relate to are on the internet and there is no way i can get to them. i feel like crying you know what i am going to start crying i am so lonely.